pain

I forgot what pain was for a while there. Now it is back in full force. I don't feel anything but pain right now. I want to feel gratitude towards all those people helping me through this. But, all I feel is pain.

To those of you who dont know my fiance left me two days ago.

And all I feel is pain. Every type, physical and emotional. I feel bitter and angry and nausea. but i am loved... cant write more now