my keys

So my keys are nowhere to be found and I need them by thursday. So if any of you all see some keys with a Koala keychain as well as a cross keychain you should let me know.

In other news I am starting to feel rather ill, and just as I suspected when I am ill certain of those people who I have helped in their illness refuse to help me in mine. It was always thus. I am not asking for much... just a hug maybe. But I guess I don't deserve even that. I sit here rejected as usual, and I start to think that rejection isn't all that bad. Gasp! A fine discovery if I do say so myself. But I still feel tight in my face and throat like I might cry and I have that sinking dread in my belly like I might just cry a whole lot. That always used to fascinate me as a kid... the belly bit in particular. It fascinated me so much sometimes that I forgot to cry. Also the way that light looks through tears is amazing. I always thought so and then I would accidentally stop crying. But in general as a kid I look like I might be a little bit on drugs. I remember being so amazed with the world and wanting to grow up so fast. It is too bad that life is so disappointing.

I am using somebody else's computer right now and they have moneys just sitting out in a mug on their desk. If I was a less moral or a more vengeful person I could be much richer right now. Or maybe only a few dollars richer. Either way.