Lost right now

be back soon...

so here it is... i am not sure if it is even worth it any more... life, love, you, me... anything that actually "matters"

the future is coming at me fast and i hate it already

my posts have devolved into emo-whine-pity sessions again

i dont care about my class

i don't even really care about anything that i care about

i am becoming the empty shell... the adult... what i always tried to avoid

i am losing hope

i feel trapped... but i have no desire to put in the energy to break free

i love but never feel loved

i want to feel loved

i want to be loved

i want

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