Aminals

I got to see a box turtle, ferret, bunny, and a bunches of dogs today. But no cats:( There was a dog that looked like old Rascal even. I most especially liked the box turtle especially when it would yawn.

I have been playing word games like crazy lately and generally not sleeping. I can feel my old writer instincts coming back to me... and it is Kick Ass. Alls I have to do is write a 6pager and I am done with this class. I plan to take the Nietzsche class next year. I need to understand him more because he is my soul mate.

I do not enjoy sugary beverages being poured on my head. I also do not enjoy getting enraged when sugary beverages are poured on my head, however. It makes me look stupid. But I guess I have settled into my role within this particular group. I am sposed to be the bitch I guess. The girl who talks the talk and doesn't follow through. I am sposed to be cold hearted and dishonest. I guess I can pull this image off though it is not my usual role. I guess I kind of do enjoy being mean... not nearly as much as being funny... but if people want to take my comments seriously... if no matter what I do I am in the wrong... then I might just as well be in the wrong. I just feel like my humor is interpreted as insult and my playful mischief is interpreted as cheating or picking fights. And I am tired of fighting it. Because it hurts considerably less when someone calls you a bitch and you were trying to be.

I grow tired of things and I hope it is just the lack of sleep because it would be ironic indeed if I chose right now, when things are going well, to give up on people.

At any rate there is some suck in my life but mostably a bunch of yay. I do not think I should even complain about such small things in case there ever is really anything to complain about again. Prolly not I am sure... from here on out it should be smooth sailing. (Said with sarcasm).