strange happenings

Yes, my friends, you may have guessed there are strange happenings afoot. And by strange I mean "Hope is in new territory and completely confused."

First fact: guys are not sposed to like Hope... not sposed to be attracted to her... not sposed to hit on her

Second fact: In such instances as guys do like Hope... are attracted to her... and hit on her... Hope doesnt know what the shitfuck she is doing.

I went to hang out with my fine friends and play some pool upon a Friday night and I brought home a boy. A rather attractive specimen in fact. My confusion is great and I am not sure how to proceed from here. I am sposed to dine with said gentleman tonight, and that means I am even more shitfucked. Question??? Why? Why is this first fact which I have accepted as undeniable truth for so long, with the one fluke of Evan, suddenly crumbling in front of me? How many pseudo-boyfriends can one girl have... and at what point does she not have any but simply serve as a slut? Barge. I spose there could be worse things, but still, my life has reached my confusion limit. And why am I still so into Evan despite everything, despite the fact that he can be such a jerk when he is stressed out, and let's face it life is full of stress?

Oh well... I guess I am meeting new people Eddius... I don't think this is exactly the way you had in mind.