BARGE?

After this short bout with death I have decided that there are two things that should never hurt people in a fair world... breathing and swallowing. In my future Utopia these things will never hurt anybody. Note that there will indeed be pain in my Utopia however.

I begin to feel like I might make it. The pain that was constant for three whole days and nights now feels somewhat better. I am grateful at least. It is funny how after having been in a great amount of pain a small amount of pain seems quite bearable and even something to celebrate. My hope is that I will not relapse and by the fair morn I will be able to return to life. As it is, I am no longer tired after having slept the better part of three days and three nights straight. I feel like going and doing something, but then I am quite sure there would be a relapse. So I settled for a shower, and maybe another viewing of 101 Dalmatians... and maybe food? My belly is quite hungry, having recieved little in the way of sustenance these past few days due to the difficulty of swallowing mainly. I am not sure I have anything appetizing in my little fridge however and I am certainly not venturing out into the cold night with my now wet hair to get some. Ah well. Almonds! Maybe almonds. I missed the pancake dinner I paid $5 for tonight. Oh well, I cant say no to cub scouts.

I dont care if this is only temporary rest, the calm before the real storm, it is still really nice. I am so happy. Yay!

In other news Arlo is awesome, and so is any other human being who would brave the cold night armed with only a strange set of keys and vague directions in order to feed a friend's friend's cat. I hope he doesnt steal anything. Oh well.

Right now methinks that if your right ear isnt in stabbing pain from dawn til dusk and then repeat... you should be happy. Be happy dammit.

No really I understand that there are many kinds of pains both physical and otherwise. And I dont want to tell you how to feel. But as for me... I am happy dammit. Happy as a lost little clam.